wuhoo (:

Im going to Chingay today with Bf. Wasnt supposed to go out with him cause i told him off. I told him to go out with his friends because you and me just got together and by spending less time with your friends would cause you to ship further away from those 'J' (JIWE OR LIFE) friends of his which would cause me in other words, totally means 'i stole him'. So no no, i dont want that. But having to be the the most goodest understanding gf of his, he said his friends are to meet him on Sunday and i to be bring forward to today. I feel like a piece of schedule now, you know. He may not show his love to me but somehow, looking through his eyes made me see. I have the whole day with him yeh yeh (:

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Randomly stating, it's so tiring to keep up to your friends sometimes. Like mum said, 'it's so easy to have loads of laughing friends but it's hard to find those lots of 'when you're sad,they'll be there for you' friends'. I keep up to them cause as tired as im when i have one of those mother-f days, i dont want them to feel as though they dont have nobody to lean on. No one is not great. Even if in the end you die alone, you still want people to go to your funeral. As a spirit, you would want your loved ones to send you off, right? I expect nothing in return cause as tired as im, i love my friends sincerely and this i do not only to keep up but frankly, i care so much. I just want yall to be happy (:

Don't fret, i'll always be here xoxo