current mood:worried/scared
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its weird how i can get in this mess.how i can be so normal abt it and not worry my secret wont be let out of the bag.thats why i dont wanna tell.its fear.im in a very complicated state.its not only hard to understand me but its also hard having to go thru this.everyone eyeing me wherever i go.grab me out of nowhere.i'll be dead the next moment you see me.would be in the papers.i can lose my friends because of this.my stories is getting way out of hand.out of control.im gona make a very good script writer.if this really opens up & i end up losing my friends in this game.lets be safe not sorry.

i wish i was dead.

ANA