yesterday was the worst day i had i tell you.first it was the stupid starhub bill which jangan surprised okay amounted to 120 bucks.ALOT FOR ONE MONTH RIGHT.second was the my grandma sister, i think, passed away yesterday at noon-ish.(dalam hati: innalillah wa'innalillah roji'un).and then the last and not least mom!yes mom.she wana clear the stains that is plastered to this so called "favorite family" bowl.yes as in 'mangkuk'.and she uses chlorox.yes she uses chlorox.usually no one would use it until the next day but for some cases,my younger brother which is not so young anymore aged 18 cooked maggie and put in the purple "favorite family" bowl.and then some 2 minutes later,he's blood rush to the top and i mean not literally only,physically as well,his face was really red and he kept coughing for a few half an hour and it sounded fucking serious.as if he's on his deathbed.(i used to wish,my brother was dead but having to see that kind of reaction i was this much scared.literally i do wish him that but i dont mean it.)so anyway he was okay after mom send him to clinic.thank god (:

bf and i are great.these days its 3 times a day message and called as much as i want to using home line.suck right.its his idea plucked out from a great friend of mine.i dont have cash now to buy bf's bdae present which is taking place in one week.ahhh shit.

aizats my sex boost,literally (: