today lemme see supposedly to go interview for work at coffee club as waitress.dayahs recommendations.i do wana work but after telling mom & bf they were like "ish!tak worth it langsung" (reads:ish!not at all worthwhile).usually it will sound like this "we cannot choose our job take whatever up for now".i do wana work but sorry eh dayah no offence hanye after re-thinking about it,i think not worth it and yet worth it at the same time.i do want the money i do wana work but when i compared to my previous 7 eleven job although doesnt pay that much,its so fun there.great companies of friends makes the not so gerek day to uber hilarious day.sorry eh dayah i turned this down,jangan sakit hati ye.ehe.

so anyway,too late bf came to fetch me lah pulak to that interview we actually end up eating and going home instead.and then night lepak with the friday people,fiza,ritsa&aidil(ritsas bf).

today wasnt that great a day for me.these days im so restless.body aching,heart pain&hurt so everywhere else.to remain strong is one thing to live it is another.and im not complaining this is my call its whinning.pfft!what a day.

sebalik senyumku (behind my smiles) :x