bf aku dah broke so am i just waiting for this friday till payday.but bf was so sweet even though the broke part came in and all he still went all the way here just to go out with me.see how bf could be so touching at times.i the good gf this time forked out the money.alah duit mintak dari mother lah siape lagik.i pay her payday okay.anyway bf said something random today, "im in the boat,just now we talked abt our ite life,then i found myself missing you.maybe because of all the stalking eh." random kan .aku suke.anyway of all the fever today i went thru hell.he made my day saying something so unthinkable and so not expected.

pikiran:"..abang aku dah menghilang.bile die balik confirm bulan syawal.mesti nak mintak ampun.ape agaknye yang buat dier do something so stupid breaks my heart and so mother teared.adik aku lagik,rumah ade semua ade.ape yang tak cukup.bile nak laptop mother belikan.ade tak dier pikir mother sekarang mcm mane.nih ah kalau abang gan adik dah sepakat.bulan ramadan mcm bukan bulan ramadan.dulu first day semua orang buka kat rumah.sekarang semua menghilang.dah macam broken family.now its only me mother grandmother and the maid.dad too but only sometimes he's there not always anymore."

emo kan.you should go through it then you know how it feels.

anyway kelakar lah kan this month ramadan month and hungry ghost festival clash.lol.htu pun pikiran nak keluar ke taknak eh.haha.apelah nasib hantu zaman sekarang.teehee.

*runs off to make a call to bf.

xoxo